i hope meeting up earlier and doing these on time will really help. i feel like im drowning in this huge, vast ocean and there's this inaccessible lifebuoy somewhere far away, and all i can do is to swim there with all my might and clutch onto it for dear life. this lifebuoy is the only hope i have left. but the worst thing is, i dont know what my lifebuoy in life is. 

perseverance and faith; the key factors of survival for this arduous journey.