tayziwei better make us prouddd kay(: CLAIRE AND I HELPED YOU COPY NOTES TODAY!!! 

today felt short, first part of the day spent with SJJ and then leting. 

guitar just now was terribly mind blogging, or rather finger straining. i figured my hand's too small to occupy the whole area of the guitar's strings. but learnt how to play tong2 hua4, which was quite a big achievement i guess.

seriously seriously dread chemistry block test, i realise that this new environment is not a conducive one AT ALL. perhaps its just me but yes im going to force my nose down the books now. on a random note, erina's coming on thursday night (YAY) for studying period:D clever nana got into accelerated math and science in NJC. this is unbelievable.

anyway, it feels like loads are happening tomorrow; PE, audi practice.. and shoot my mom forgot to collect my gown, so hopefully she rushes over in time before 2.3o.

what they said was really true. from fifteen days it zoomed to ten days and now its left with eight. strive on, nyc. its now or never♥

for a certain you:

it might perhaps take quite some time to settle down and get used to it what you're facing, or rather accept how things seem to repeat in a vicious cycle over and over again, although you wish so much for it to stop. but.. don't push yourself too much, it'll do more harm than good in a matter of time. its really quite sad to see you so demoralized over such matters.. but do know that these sort of things are inevitable.. and besides managing your expectations, friends are here for a reason(: they accompany you through hell and get you out of it alive, maybe not as happy but at least, alive. whenever you feel like tearing your papers apart, always remember that you're not the only one struggling out there, and that there ARE people who are constantly looking out for you. ♥