got back chinese block test results on monday. i thought what i got was satisfactory.. but sadly compared to my class, no its not. it isnt how i usually fare.. and i wasnt exactly under the best conditions on that day. but that doesnt give any excuse, right? its obvious disappointment, but no im not going to continue being like that. block test 2 shall be better. i shall take any measures to improve my chinese. i'll TRY TRY TRY!

oh and on monday i had my first guitar lesson (: it was relatively fun, and seriously tedious. borrowed the school's guitar cos mine apparently was 3/4 size, the one i played in primary 5 and i almost brought it there, and thankfully i didnt. it was quite difficult catching up with the rest.. especially when my fingers have a limited distance in stretching. and i cant like alternate my fingers when playing. shannon and jolene looked really really experienced somehow, haha. and stupid jolene ong, she brought her MATH REVISION EXERCISE instead of the guitar scores. LOL.

tuesday was unexpectedly bland. the day seemed so long like it was never going to end at all. had some sure-fail physics quiz and biology quiz, thats all i can remember. 

today's prac was tortorous in the beginning; my stamina really sucks man. i dont know how im actually going to pass 2.4 at this rate.. but choir felt rather good. all the innovative ways loyee came out with for us to feel the music/blend as a choir really worked, for me. it was a good opportunity to actually see where i stood, on which aspect i needed to improve on etc. sighs i really hope i can get rid of the damned air layering my voice and anchor the notes more. 

anyway, stress level is rising up as the year progresses.. together with SYF its going to be like one whole lump of things dumped on my head. 

its just 13 days away.. "the last lap".

i'll give my all for it.