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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 11:39 PM
說好的幸福呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 9:22 PM
potatoes.
memories♥

haha blog's quite dead now... dont know how people's blogs get so alive, maybe my ren2 yuan2 not good or something? or maybe people just dont know what to say. haha.
anyway, today something very stupid but fascinating happened.
i lost my specs at home.
like aftr i bathed, i washed them and went outside to do personal stuff and then my specs suddenly disappeared, so i had to appear in school with amazing contacts that gave me blurr visions almost all the time.
and the worst thing anyone could say was,
wenjing: you should have called it. your spectacles would have rung.
?!?!??! omg la.
and wenjing writes the FUNNIEST ying yong wens everrrrrrr. its okay i shant elaborate on that:D
and for randomity, here are some of the quotes i copyrighted from peian/julie:
1) Do you hurt? You fell from heaven.
2)Do you know the way to the toilet? I'm lost in your eyes.
3) You are my train, I missed you.
4) I scratched my knee. I fell for you.
haha these quotes are super corny. but quite sweet? still it gives people the creeps haha.
oh yes i realised that i cant go for 205 class lunch tomorrow): have lunch praccc with ly. choir's been very tiring, syf's coming in less than 2 months. im really scared for this saturday; its the ultimate last chance of standing for i want to see them, or else our fate will be towards frog. we can do it, nyc!!!
obs is coming like in, 3 days? excited excited:D i hope my watch will be a good one, like i sort of know people there if not i'll take like prolly 3 days to know and socialise with people, yes i know im antisocial okay haha.
and on another note, all the best to nynb&tennis bdiv! may the matches stop being postponed(:
am feeling a little nutty now.
btw, happy belated birthday rosanne and audrey♥

Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 11:26 AM
the bangs and clangs,
happy belated birthday, tania(:



205 ftw!

i bet tania received loads loads loads of presents that she couldnt even handle all of them herself, haha. arent birthday just.. really heartening occasions? (:

anyway, week has been crazy, felt like dying over a compo D: had some translation lesson for CLEP, started on coordinate geometry for math, PE badminton matches which are like :O:O, choir which was in utter confusion with position of mouths and sounds that were stuck in the throat, etcetc.

gahhhhhhh. hopefully we'll pull through the workshop this saturday..

anyway we had a.. rather interesting LA lesson on friday. ms teng let us roam around the 4th storey and open our eyes bigger to nanyang. i myself didnt find anything new, just realised that my eyes kept moving towards the classroom on the utmost right on the 3rd storey, which once held the life of 36 crazy and really different people, yet now it looks like its all different. sad, isnt it? how life changes in such a pace.
here's a picture of people reflecting on nanyang.(: how very inspiring!

yeah many people including me just realised that OBS is less than 2 weeks away. been groaning about all the dirt and all the possible colonies of ticks (ew) stuck between your toes. mixed feelings about OBS, but sure that it will rock(: probably in a very unpleasant way with uninvited company though.

last struggles before we go all out for nature!

Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 8:59 PM
eyes reduced to slits
GOSH, HOWWWW. i slept since like 5 till now and i've got incomplete LA SIA CL SIA CL COMPO LA ESSAY CORRECTIONS.

JIAYOU JIAYOU MANNNNNNNNN.
another night of hell, then subsequent nights of lesser hell.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 10:32 PM
black doves and wild puppies;
life's been not much of an amusement nowadays.

choir's been leaning towards the downward motion, in physics context. moving in constant deceleration.. whatever. but its heartening to see that admist these battle periods, sop2s are finally struggling out of our cocoons to emerge.. and to face the world. recently discovered a very serious error in the technicality of my voice. and its really saddening.

physics is another major tsunami that adds to my world of natural disasters; i dont get a single conclusion or even an idea out of what is written on the board. and apparently no one gets it, well at least its heartening to know that im not alone.

workload's been terrible. had choir till 6, then cabbed home for tuition (omg i have TWO math tuitions) till like 930, and ate dinner in front of the computer doing LA. seriously.. is this called a no-lifer? or is it due to my horrible time management hahaha. been sleeping around 1 every night without afternoon naps, horrible, horrible.

anyway, am very puzzled about human connections/relationships. sometimes i really feel like a failure in the art of communication, sometimes too excessive and at other times too passive.
i dont want a place that means love for the same activity to turn into a dungeon with stereotypes or other things that you might have in mind. i dont know, maybe its just me and my over-sensitivity again (how i wish i can be blind and deaf)
another thing thats been hitting on me real hard is the thought of how i dont seem to be of any use almost everywhere. its probing on me so hard i want it to go away.

like, so what if im not in it anymore? i know that i didnt deserve it in the first place and now i dont earn what everybody has. its probably within my control, but i guess thats just the way i am, no matter how i try to change.

it starts with a big F for failure.

Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 8:07 PM
share the love<3
friday's prac and vday was awesome(:
the whole second half of the week was awesome!! (okay not really) just that vday hyped things up a little!

for LOYEE!
friday's prac was quite accomplishing for nyc i heard, haha but i cant comment so much cos basically i've been away for like almost half of the prac changing and fitting into gowns.. but overall, i think.. zima was much better! yay i love zima(: it gives the uppety beat feeling. like comocompongo(:

oh and spent changing time with wenjing&tzehui who are all damn retarded HAHA. tzehui ripped her hongzi like OMG seriously ROFL.


okay okay next to VDAY(:

actually i have never really celebrated vday as an official festive occasion.. but being an amateur at it this year, its with certainly zero regrets! :D haha vday package inclusive of leting&hcjc's 'under pressure'&roses♥ oh and of course, thanks to people who gave me lovely vday gifts:D

went to yishun library with jolene in the afternoon for quite short time, mainly cos she needed to borrow my textbook which she wrote ALL sorts of nonsense in it LOL. then coincidentally we met shannon and her sister and her sister's friend i think.(: oh yes and the main highlight was then JJ LIN WAS WHERE WE WERE!! it all collaborates, doesnt it? everything that is so good happens on vday, haha. anyway, yes he was there, quite surprising but people were flooding the place so we didnt bother.

next stop was venezia! dinner with leting(: it was nice sharing meatball baked rice both of us could never finish if we had one each. hearty talk like we always have(: failed at our attempt to get jac a flower cos there werent nice looking ones (sunflowers in that case) and it totally slipped our minds. saw many many people at the concert.. most surprising ones including chermain and rosanne! hahahha. "under pressure" was good and it was seriously long; lengthening up to almost 3 hours, which is like about 10times for drama. imagine the amount of effort + time the cast/crew put in. its definitely worth the $6(: the play was DAMN FUNNY and i cant forget the guy who said:

"I HATE ORANGE. ORANGE SUCKSSS!"

in a damn macho but sexy voice LOL. and "dont touch my hand!" "if you are afraid of people touching you, how do you hold hands to sing council songs??" and the seriously freaking funny math teacher (or chem teacher).. and so much more. it was a good laughing remedy!

then at night around 1030 when it ended, chermain and i cabbed to yishun. went to watch red cliff 2 with my family which was so good it gave us the thumps the throbs everything.(:

in conclusion:
VDAY IS AWESOME!
♥

and roses are the love(:





do you realise that whenever we take this "duet" photos, we are always positioned in the same way?





lovely, lovely bouquet(:
that was my vday, how was yours?(:
anyway, ive got truckloads of work to complete and blah blah. and im really happy our LA sia problem is RESOLVED(: yeahyeahyeah.
oh and i had a mass photo transfer on sunday; i'll be posting the rest of the pictures we took on 2301 that i owe nyc/205 soon!

Thursday, February 12, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
its just the beginning,
choir tomorrow, need to buck up. really need to work on my voice, cos it sucks and its going very out of tune nowadays, sharp and flat and its too babyish, needs more depth. i guess this is where the busy period starts haunting on us. SYF is coming in april, and i dont think we're anywhere near halfway done. JYJY mandy, nyc, sop2s<3

once you cant, there's no way you ever will.

Friday, February 06, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
upside down,
today was relatively tiring but fun, i guess?
304 had our very first class breakfast:D everyone was hurrying towards the canteen once the bell rang and aftr our very bombastic food cheer, we crashed through the food gates and started cracking!
haha spaghetti sauce ran out again; next time i should request for more sauce huh! the chips were so good; the combo was good, everything was so good. although it was a mere one hour, im sure like we got to know many people better thru that silly "i have never..." game!

let the pictures do the talking:

joy's backview, featuring eunice's tweeze!
mad fivesome.

awesome pieces of cakes for jan babies and jamie:D



class photo-duan1 zheng4
this is where the fun comes in. pink panther likes to twirl her long arms around people's necks :O

:D

our class looks cosy.. somehow.


haha yaaaa.
then during recess, we had a birthday celebration for sop2's dear dear SL: REBEKAH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKS!♥
hope you like sop2's gift and cake and nyc's cake!:D



choir was very enlightening; after the 3 h which felt like just 1 second, sense of accomplishment started filling in, and man it felt damn good(: zima rocks! yeah nyc, we can do it!
after choir, sop2s had photo taking:

went home with jolene after tomyam-ing with leting loyee and her, reached home at around 845 then played audi for like once in a blue moon.

conclusion: fridays=chionged but always the best!

Thursday, February 05, 2009 @ 5:49 PM

Monday, February 02, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
mix & match,
havent updated in awhile..

CNY was okay; mine wasnt as exciting as others (as seen from others' photos) and we have a sad life, cos we are not very photogenic so no one takes photos during CNY, haha.

random photos taken at different times:

stupid jolene and her tissue mouth =.=
<3 friends discussing MY homework:D

netballers alike; black and weird looking.


:D this was taken really long time ago.



sop 2s<3
oh and i was just browsing thru my photos.. and found these:
lsc(:

class gathering 2!

c&d.
really miss 205, very muchly.
i love group photos, we shall take them more often okay!
sigh, anyway the cow in 304 is going to be destroyed soon, i think all of us should take a class photo with it:D
that was random.
anyways, here's belated/advanced birthday wishes:
3rd Jan/ Evie
7th Jan/ Vanessa
17th Jan/ Qiu Luan
29th Jan/ Minqhee
31st Jan/ Ziwei
3rd Feb/ Jamie
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
yup, ohohoh thanks tania for the very sweet compiled letters from 205; love it to bits:D
haha tomorrow shall rock.
choir!

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