hahaha so here i am spending the remaining hours of my fourteenth year before hell comes and force me to grow upD;

suddenly all the excitement vanished today.. or rather sinked right deep into the depths of nowhere. IRONY IRONY IRONY. i dont want to feel old beside classmates/people, especially when i have a special height):):):

and frankly, im worried for tomorrow's bbq. response didnt turn out so well cos everyone lives far off my lounge. but really, thanks to those who are making the effort to come although you live miles away<3

i guess im going to study for bio quiz now.. nothing else to do eh?