Adding a splash of colour to life;

Sunday, November 02, 2008 @ 9:41 PM

let memories unfold.

so here's the continuation of friday's post!

after level closure, it was choir prac. after so long i finally made my foothold in m301. actually i must admit choir went better than expected; i was kinda prepared to feel like a lost sheep after missing 2 pracs, but sec4 graduation brought back many fond memories that covered all the fear and anxiety.

maybe if the atmosphere was less laughy and more serious i would shed a tear or two. although im not exactly close to sec4 seniors, at least im on talking terms with them(:
wil never forget the wisdom jane passed on to sop2s and me, jemima, grace and her funny antics, ruimin and her.. intimidating voice, ethel and her craziness, all my sop2 seniors, and so many more. thank you seniors for everything, for everything that we've gone through these 2 years together. may your future be filled with blessings and happiness! God bless<3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieh9ATzwcP600RZT1AiyJA8m8cqVikCoFt1rxKMQkYJc6rb14y8LoKI66dl6ut_KVrfPuXdAXh_gERMg6r2xak_f1rwLA2nTx4kSwO3r_f-fp4kMB5AISh0S9_Izw1bB57TJ40/s1600-h/Picture+094.jpg">

amanda leting jem rebekah!

rebekah amanda and leting:D

jane the mommy and leting again!

hehheh mommy and leting!

sop2s<3>

lagged in m3 for a while and reminsced about 205 with joyce, then headed down to canteen with loyee yvonne leting and wenjing. talked about nonsense, and aftr yvonne went off we started laming around with HSM3. (or rather, loyee and i.) wenjing and leting looked at us blankly the whole while. cos loyee was mimicking troy's actions during now or never hahaha. then we all got so bored that we started playing the dididi game. WHICH WAS DARN FREAKING HILARIOUS we were ROFL-ing. successfully persuaded leting to join in the game. and when jolene came, she saw us playing and laughed. and we were like ?! okay so apparently, i taught them the wrong way of playing the dididi game. it was sooo humiliating when they all started mocking at me. ): anyways we started playing it THE REAL WAY and really laughed alot alot. then we started playing the who what huh! game. actually i never ever thought i would be playing such mindless and senseless games with such.. intelligent and sensible people but our inner child displayd themselves heh. had a wonderfult ime laughing, after so long. (SIXTEEN NOV PEOPLE!<3)>

left school at around 63o with jolene and went home.. yeah so that's pretty much it. on a random note, "parting is not nice, i dont like to part." - jolene i agree this statement a hell lot. if there was one thing that is allowed to be omitted in this unfair world i would choose to omit the unfeeling justice of parting

i dont like to part, i dont like the sadness and tears it brings, neither do i like to distance with all the people parting has made to become its victims. no thats so depressing to think of. i wouldnt want to think of how i would feel next year when everything changes.

maybe not everything will change, but still something will feel amiss):

i keep thinking that next year will be a year filled with loads of laughter and joy created and shared with the 35 other people whom i know for 2 years. actually to be honest i've never really thought about the aftermath of parting with 205. i never actually thought about it before. so i guess when it really comes it'll hit really hard on me.

the feeling hasnt really set in yet, and i feel remorseful for feeling that everything will stay the same. i dont think i've ever experienced it before, cos in p6 nothing was actually felt><>

but yeah, i guess i've never been so attached to something before.

205 has taught me countless and priceless things that i can never gain from anything or anyone else. 35 of you all have somewhat become my other, that i can always count on and just... be together with. you guys taught me how to be committed to something with 101% heart, and that life wasnt so easy to deal with, but everything comes out okay in the very end.

i really dont know what to expect when next year comes and the disheartening fact of us not that intact with each other anymore dawns on me.

its saddening to think that you wont be naming 205 anymore when someone asks you what class youre from, but surely everyone will remember this special class, this special group of people deep down in their hearts. im afraid that memories would fade,

so lets cherish the moments we have left together.

"once a wildcatfiver, always a wildcatfiver.<3