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Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 3:46 PM
we never know.
life is such a labyrinth. i dont think i can go for choir camp anymore, since my parents think when i get overseas i'll just suddenly contract some fatal illness and die there or something. -.- they even contemplated about tomorrow..
nevermind.


apart from that, yesterday had been a great day(:

had choir workshop with 11 other schools at hci.. the feeling's horribly nervous-y. it felt something like a friendly thing, in sporty terms. i hadnt felt the "heart in my mouth", "OMG my heart is skipping a beat!" and "butterflies in my stomach" for a really really long time.
like maybe, since graz or something. this feeling wasnt even present during ASOV. (sadly) and one more thing, i didnt use to sleep when other choirs performed and get bored to death.


conclusion: have i become more musical? :/



anyway, nyc got gold(: with 4 others, anderson stnicks hcjc and acsip i think.

yay yay yay. it felt damn good to be on stage, but still er i think sop 2 sounded kiddy and there wasnt enough energy. now i like aitakute better, although we somehow flunked it on stage.


something random: AITAKUTE, TWO FIVE!
fyi,aitakute means i want to see you.. or them?


andandand, ms lim praised loyee in front of hundreds of us and acknowledged her a whole lot:D the person who made it happen(: yay well done loyee! <3


when the workshop ended, jerlyn and i took 156 home first, and she played with my dog a whole lot. i think snowball suits it more, rather than sky (puke). hahaha. then cass came over like around 2+ and we started talking over spaghetti and pork floss. then they mentioned about their sc getting chicken pox on that day itself (when they are going batislava on monday!!!) and we got damn worried about spreading germs in my house. it was damn stupid and funnaye. heh, and jerlyn was croaking, burping and whatever-ing allthe way. so typical, sounds like jolene but she lacks one certain distinct characteristic, farting. :D


we watched videos, then videos on youtube and laughed shit. we watched funny stuff, we watched gore and we talked alot about showbiz or rather, blogbiz. heh, then about 5+ my parents came and we dropped cass off. wanted to have dinner together but cass had to go home ): (another time k!!!) so jerlyn and i plus my family went to some winter clothing shop and then for dinner. steamboat ftw!:D ate till my stomach dropped then fetched jerlyn home.

yeah i wish we could have taken photos today, but i think we were too engrossed with the com and stuff. hope to see you guys again soon.. <3 thank you for the wonderful wonderful day(:

um.. yeah okay bye.

Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 6:04 PM
afar;
had choir and class gathering yesterday.

choir was fantastic man. it was one of the few times when i felt hair standing when the aitakute ended on a beautiful note.. just hope that we'll do it as well/better tomorrow, and achieve that gold(:

class gathering was... 10 people turned up; wanqi xiaoyun siyun jueying kahyan junkiat christine yuhan chengyee and me.. not exactly ten cos some (youming, jerlyn, cassandra, jane, delena..) either came and went off early or came late. but anyhow these are the 10 people that watched the movie(: so youming went with me to orchard to run some errands first then took mrt to amk to meet 601. caught up with people, and for the first ever time i think i blushed in front of them.
me:"why my face so hot ah?"
wanqi: -touches cheek- oh ya hor, her face very hot leh! HAHA why are you blushing?!

then everyone started laughing. -.-

haha but actually yesterday's congregation at the food court made me really realise how much i miss 601, though it wont sort of overwhelm that of 205's sorry><. and amazingly we couldnt think of any highlight that happened in p6.. haha we're old. kahyan was DAMN funny her eyes are so cute they are like models of hamtaro's:D hahaha. and we went to watch wild child(: shared popcorn with kahyan and half the time i was freezing till i shook.

and then i left after that. went to the travel agency for some briefing on the overseas trip and apparently, kettles are not provided in european countries. -.- this is damn stupid but yeah. and after that i had my dinner like, finally. didnt eat the whole day except for a piece of bread and popcorn. HORROR:O we went window shopping around chinatown streets which failed to copy hongkong's style of night market and furthermore everywhere was deserted haha.

i slept quite early compared to the last few nights and woke up quite late compared to the last few.. mornings. heh. i've been awake for technically.. 3 hours plus. cos i slept the whole morning away. anyway, tomorrow's workshop (oh the horror) and cass and jerlyn are coming over tomorrow(: FLU JAB LATER.
certain things just dont change, do they?

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 7:52 PM
"reveries that will never come to fruition"
okay, so finally i have something to post about.

two main reasons:
#1 post the photos up before i get skinned alive by potato (with a menacing glare:( )
#2 to complete leting's.. quiz.

haha potato's not that mean la(:

today loyee and leting came over and we rocked the house down man!:D
not exactly.. but i think thats what we did. so the day was packed with DT's and WLH's songs.. and a little chats in between + snacking/lunch time(: apparently both squids are scared of my sky, so a little fluffy soft toy was chasing them around till potato literally hopped onto the chair. HAHA it was damn amusing, seriously. So basically we spent the day cooping up in that cosy room with a romantic and sweet ambience singing our lungs out. To dt and wlh I mean. It isn’t exactly like that kind of… Rock-ish and noisy sort of gathering, just a very peaceful and heartwarming one(: and like I forgot who said, its just what we need sometimes to take a break from our ever so hectic lives!

It took a hell of a time to post these pictures, hahahah. Okay for now let the pictures do the talking; like any other picture, there’s always a story behind each and every one of them:D
loyee looks zai, haha.


too bright!
failed attempt #1, but quoted as cool:D
dead mickey who commited suicide off a black chair.
i think we all look STUPID man. this was supposed to be an ahbeng pose.. but i look like some duck, leting some happy little piglet and loyee a hiphopish dude.
failed attempt #2. there was something really wrong with my right hand today; it kept trembling and going out of focus.
sweet(:
potato!
this looks damn HILARIOUS, HAHAH.
guitar(:





i look damn extra here.

xxx

i already posted the pics so PP dont come haunting me with a dagger kay! anyway, havent received your sms BUT i assume you guys forgot to notify me. heehee.

today was a whale of a time, seriously.(: must have more of these get togethers kay! and sorry for not.. feeling in the mood to go out. probably its cos of the weather and everything mushed up together into a big pile of.. gross ball. looking forward to MPPW's next meeting in december, yo! <3

xxx

QUIZ.

1. Besides your mouth, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks:D where else?

2. Were you happy when you woke up today?
quite i guess. but i cant really define what i felt. maybe 99.9% sleepy.

3. How about now?
definitely, after a great day(:

4. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
not exactly.. well my house isnt supplied with unlimited candies, sadly):

5. Who was the last person you ate with?
teehee, my sister!

6. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
its currently the school holidays, but yeah i'll be taking next year(:

7. Kiss on the first date?
um, i guess that'll be a miracle. which relationship develops THAT fast?

8. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
steak(: JACK'S SPECIAL STEAK WOOHOO!

9. What were you doing at 10 am?
lazing in my bed, debating whether i should get up anot.

10. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
i think so. definitely more.. matured(thinking wise) and i think HOPED i grew taller:D

11. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
i cant remember. milo i think?

12. How old will you be in 10 months?
fifteen): gahhh so old.

13. Who was the last person to text you?
jolene:D

14. What month is your birthday in?
January!!

15. Can you live a day without TV?
yeah i guess.(: im not a tv addict.

16. When was the last time you saw your dad?
monday.. hes gone overseas for work):

17. How many pets do you have?
2. a white dog and a white rabbit:D

18. Are you a female or a male?
er, female?

19. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
socks, they give me the christmas feel:D

20. What are you doing for your next birthday?
i dont know.. having choir on that day?:/

21. What are you thinking about right now?
about how many more questions i have to answer.

22. Any plans for next weekend?
i'll be gone in europe by then..

23. Do you smile a lot?
i guess? i smile alot when im really really high:D

24. When was the last time you cried and why?
i think it was yesterday. i dont know.

25. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury?
i guess not:D

26. What do you want to be when you grow up?
i dont want to think about the future, really. unspoken dreams.

27. Do you like flying or driving?
i choose.. flying. breaking free:D

28. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
?? im clueless.

29. What is your favourite thing to spend money on?
i think clothes/accessories:D

30. Do you wear any jewelry daily?
i just wore on.. monday. necklace!!<3

31. Who got you the jewelry you are currently wearing?
im not wearing any.. but for the necklace.. a loved one(:

32. Who is the funniest person you know?
it depends. jolene and shannon in 205, ethel and loyee in choir, and my sis at home.

33. How often do you remember your dreams?
every now and then. they are all scattered over my mind.

34. What is your ringtone?
a buzz. i dont know.

35. Pass this quiz to 3 people
shanping
shannon
jolene

:D

xxx

class gathering tomorrow with 601! feel so disconnected from everyone.. hope i can go(:

its a story of a lifetime.

Saturday, November 22, 2008 @ 4:25 PM
an unexpected twist;
the past few days had been a blast!

been going out everyday since like, tuesday. haha. and for various purposes too!
haha, anyway i shall start updating on special events(:

friday (14 nov);
had choir and lunch with leting, followed by a very long awaited heart to heart talk(: finally cleared all the clouds in my head through that very.. special and inspirational conversation.. which also made me realise how much more piglet means to me than i ever realised.
am really blessed to know you, leting! thank you for that day<3

tuesday (18 nov);
had choir prac which made me hyperventilate so so so much cos basically for the first hour or so all SLs werent present. but things turned out fine, really. haha in the end superwoman leting came back at 10, unexpectedly! then went to shanping's house with shannon chuan and jolene for mpp discussion(: and the first mpp episode included harrassing ROSANNE. hahaha.
wednesday (19 nov);
get-together at leting's house! with potato and the piglet. (: PP! hehe.
i think it was a time when all of us can relief ourselves from all the stress/hectic stuff that we're going through everyday.. and of course an addition of spices to our everyday humdrums(: watched a few.. morbid and sadistic videos on youtube and some really sick recount on some jap guy being a horrible cannibal and consumed bits and pieces of the.. woman. its really GORISH (if theres such a word) cos its accompanied with real life pictures. LOL.
after all those gruelling stuff, (i didnt know PP are so.. knowledgable about this sorta stuff.) we watched some japanese movie, called... ______. i kinda forgot, haha. it was slow-paced but very meaningful. (:
THEN. we watched leting getting crazy over her WLH and DT, which potato and i got much more familiar with to, and maybe developed a liking for their songs. hahaha. meanwhile, loyee was trying to develop her professional phototaking skills, by taking.. random photographs.
let the pictures do the talking for now(: (credits to loyee!)

loyee.. being very professional. haha.


er. leting and me.
i like leting's cushions.


THIS has absolutely no relation to me okayhaha my fav, group photo(:

thank you PP for the amusing day!<3

thursday;(21st nov)
(JOLENE'S BIRTHDAY)
(A DAY OF COMPLICATIONS.)
okay so basically i met up with shannon (and jolene on the way) and both shannon and i were mainly preoccupied with running errands for the next day which was the big day, and did the video etcetc. haah i guess there's no need for me to recount the whole day anymore, since shannon already did, and as quoted from her, apparently SOMEONE didnt get it even though it was explained three times, hahaha. credits to shannon for her WHOLE post!!!(:

details @ http://happyandmiserable.blogspot.com/

to cut short, thursday was just a very.. unpredictable day. haha and fun one of course(:
friday; (22nd nov)
(THE BIG DAY.)
to start the day off with worries and anxiety, i had choir.. so that meant i had to rush down once choir ended, and we usually end.. late. hahah. so i put my laptop outside m3 for shannon to pick up and after choir, joyce and i chionged down to the canteen, and received news that jolene was late, yet again. =.="
haha so much for all the anxiety!
anyway, thank you to people who turned up and made some noise:D yeah shannon and i were debating when slowpok would arrive.. and she finally arrived at 1230. hahaha way past the estimated time!
chuanling brought her to the canteen and all of us chorused to "happy birthday" and she blew the candles and blah blah.(: then we watchd the video together, which made the birthday girl and saiying cry. i was watching and halfway my tears tempted to fall.. but i restricted their boundary so only a few came out. i wonder if next year we'll be able to experience the same thing again..
anyway, here are the pictures!







video available for downloading/viewing here:
http://www.mediafire.com/?iyikfxybtni
yeah so i guess that's all for now(:

Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 11:27 PM
happy birthday jolene!<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JOLENE!!!


thank you so much for all the amusement you've brought into my life.. all the laughter all the joy.. its really fun to be with you. thank you for just being you.. because it is you who stands out. (: although we've only been close for only approximately a year.. that can never ever be equivalent to the amount of fun times we shared.
doing the video made me realise.. like how much more we could have done, how much more i could have given, and how next year would be different.. its just like a needle piercing through. thank you for the dream jolene, the dream where everything was so perfect, the way you put it. i'll really miss you, your distinct laughter, your jokes, your words of wisdom.. i'll really really miss you.
i hope things wont ever change between us even though we're 2 classes apart. youve attained a special place in my heart that no one can ever replace(: i love you!<3

Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 11:21 PM
"i will remember you"
all hail to the person who dedicated "I Will Remember You - Ryan Cabrera" to 205, whom i think is van.

i dont know what to say.

after all that happened...
its finally over):

C&D was a blast. i think it was perfect, perfect even if it isnt.the last time feeling so good on stage with 205, was so special i promise i'll keep it close to my heart to the very end. i dont even know how to sound coherent anymore(haha). it was just indescribable. every single move all of us made to make it happen.. all of them count. all the squabbles, all the laughter.. i rather those continue than everything to end, just like that.

thank you 205B, for everything(: i love you guys, loads. and im sure saiying does too. <3>class allocation came out on the big day.
i dont really know how to react.. its just a whole puddle of emotions mixed up together into a potion and poured into a boiling pot, where everything is forced to boil into gas. justina called jolene to tell her about our new classes, and jolene shannon are in 3/6, rosanne in 3/5. and im in 3/4. our way down to the GO was quite a silent one, and its more of me stoning in front of the board which determined our fate for us. maybe its just too hard to take..? the thought of not being with 205 anymore, not being with my close friends anymore.. ): trying so hard to keep the tears from falling really doesnt help to conceal all the nostalgia and sadness.. but thats just life, again.

before anything changes, i want to
thank you 205 for everything, every single thing. no matter how minor how insignificant how unimportant it may seem, i still thank you with all my heart.
thank you 205 for being such a wonderful class, although you guys make me feel like stabbing myself sometimes, but it never failed to turn out okay or mostly even better in the end.
thank you all so much for all the wonderful times we had together as a class for two whole years. from 105'07 to 205'08. sec1 orientation, LSC'07, YDFF#1, ECP, last day of school, C&D, LSC'08, YDFF#2, teacher's day performance, C&D etc etc.

there's so much i want to say, i want to thank for, but you know everything just cant seem to escape through the teeny fat stubby fingers.. theres just too much.
its been a roller coaster ride, these 2 years. all the joy, tears, warmth.. all that we've been through together. all these cannot be put across by just a simple word. and only 36 of us would understand.. so i hope that we'll keep this special bond intact.(:

its so hard to keep all memories close, so hard to actually remember every single intricate detail of what happened over these 2 years, be it good or bad. its heartbreaking to think that my next 2 years in nanyang wouldnt be with all 35 of you, which means that i have to live by without all of your unique funny antics, all 205 is special for.

i feel blessed that i've been given a chance to be enroled into nanyang and this very special class.. looking back, i can actually see how much i've grown, how much all of us have grown together.

"thank you for growing up with me!"-lynn

haha.. i'll definitely miss growing up with you all): i wish there was a timeturner, and everything doesnt have to change.):

anyway.. here are the dedications i've been trying to come out with all these while.(:

#1 ChenXi
you are one very unique person. i dont know why, haha. thank you chenxi for offering help whenever i needed any. its saddening to think that you wont be pushing me back and forth during flag raising anymore, or calling "mandy mandy!" to ask about class stuff. i will really miss all your funny antics. jiayou dancer!

#2 Shanping
shanping shanping.. spongy bobby dancery. (i have no idea how that came out) you're definitely a person i would miss a lot. you're one that i can relate so much with, that i can crap around with so easily. i wouldnt have come this far without you.. and even if we're one class apart.. everything wont stay the same. the times spent with you and rosanne were one of those that i would remember for the rest of my life. you guys made me realise the meaning of true friendship. and you, thank you for being there when i needed someone. thank you for giving me moral support all the while, such that when i look back i always know that youre there. words cant say it all, but you know what i mean right?(: dont forget me okay! skyboy and i will always be awaiting your arrival. i love you bestie!<3>

#3 Jieying
you are so tall.thats the first thing i can think of cos you always tower above me and i feel like a dwarf. haha. your company to do zuowen after school. next time whenever i have leftover homework to do after school i'll look for you in class, but then i wont get to see you in my class anymore): continue working hard okay! i'll miss you.

#4 Evie
you are one special special person to me. i think we've both achieved this special bond between us. i've always enjoyed your company, even when it was a silent one. i really appreciate everything you've done for me evie! those times when we crapped and lamed about during lessons.. *(rmb our dream school? hahaha) all of those will be kept dearly in my heart. and most imptly, thank you for sending God's words to me. somehow you've brought the meaning of life to me, even when you dont realise it. i love you evie!<3

#5 Xinyi
haha chinese rep! youre very responsible and caring. thank you for encouraging me at times when our class is in chaos, and helping me whenever i needed help terribly. haha thank you for being patient when im lagging in handing up chinese homework, or whatever. oh by the way, you know i think you have character. i dont know why haha. you're definitely one person i will remember.

#6 vanessa
banana! although it doesnt show on the surface, but vanessa youre one of the people i will remember and miss the most. for one, i think youve got a lot of character. that is very.. admirable, trust me. thank you for showing me the light in the dark tunnel whenever i felt so lost inside. youre a person that i can talk to so well, so much, and that i can truly be myself with. ive always enjoyed your company, and i hope that goes the same for you too. remember to come visit me next year okay! i will go visit you too, definitely. <3

#7 Yuka
your distinct squeaky voice that i can memorise so well. whenever i hear such a sound i'll turn around, sure to see you, haha. anyway, dear assistant monitress, thank you so much for everything, for all the encouragement that youve given throughout this tedious journey of leading the class. without you i wouldnt have made it to this point, seriously. thank you!!! i'll really miss you!<3

#8Yunge
a person full of wonders and creativity.. HAHA. youre damn hilarious i swear. the journeys we had on the way home and on the way to school are very very memorable. yunge.. youre another person that i enjoy the silent company with. thats very rare, i guess. hope that next year we'll still go home together, no matter how hard it seems. jiayou in CO and studies! haha i dont think that'll be much of a problem though, smartypants!(:

#9 Jessie Tan
i love your hair, really. youre another person whos so.. "I". interesting person, really. haha i think that youre a very practical and downtoearth person.. somehow. thank you for reminding me stuff anytime,anywhere. that helped alot, especially when im very.. forgetful and careless. will miss you too!(:

#10 Jessie Tee
my first ever tablemate! haha remember the times during the first term of our first year when rosanne and i bombarded loads of stuf with you? and the time when we introduced ourselves to the class.. terribly. haha jessie youre a person that just makes 205 so complete. thank you for the moral support youve given me in work and all that. (:

#11 Celeste
quiet, soft but very hilarious and comfortable to be with! you know.. its good to know that im not alone in times of crisis. somehow you make me feel that way.. through your encouraging smile and actions(: thank you celeste!

#12 Beishi
se4beibei!:D hahaha you are really very fun to be with. with you there will never fail to be laughter with all your.. pervertic-ness and weird.. actions. hahaha. i look forward to being classmates with you for another 2 fun-filled years! its definitely heartwarming to know that you'll be with me.(:

#13 Kahmun
i think you have a hidden inner child. hahah. youre a person that i look up to, really. smart, thin and slender (like a bamboo!HAHA), talented, practical.. youve got it man kahmun! :D hahaha you really crack me up when you act aunty sometimes "AIYOAH AMANDA!" haha. i'll miss you a lot.. really.(:

#14 Audrey
hey audrey.. youre a person that i will never ever forget. we've been through so much together. many many things that we cant put across with mere words. thank you for being there for me.. its heartwarming to know that someone is there to catch me when i fall. although we're not as close now.. i hope that the special bond we've developed this two years wil not break but instead tighten.. even when we're in different classes. haha sleep more kay!(:

#15 Yixuan
youre a very very interesting person, seriously! hahaha youre a very nice person to chat with online. :D and youre freaking tall. plus, youre damn amusing. you have a nice voice too! LOL i dont know why whenever i talk to you i feel like laughing so much. i will miss you tallie! continue to work hard and be the smartypants you are.(:

#16 Lihan aka esther
Aww. youre a person who gives me security.. somehow. maybe its cos youre nice to hug and cuddle into. youre a person 205 can never get by without, really. haha remember the times when audrey sara and i went to your house for art and made a big mess out of it? :D thanks for all those happy times, esther! i definitely miss your bear hug, especially the one on the last day of school(:

#17 Marie
AHGWA! haha youre so intriguing. and you have a very high talent in writing.. fanfiction. the times when i was your tablemate.. i was defintely awed in what you.. specialise in. haha, thanks for everything okay! im sorry for flaring up unnecessarily that time.. it was really an accident>< i hope that we'll keep in touch even when we're in different classes next year..(:
#18 Chuanling
aha, you give me the inspiration and the OOMPH! to do things. like many others,i think that youre a very capable person. and interesting one. (: you made me realise many precious things in life.. i think youre a very admirable character, definitely. thank you for giving me direction whenever i am like a lost sheep in a big big meadow. i wouldnt have made it without you too, chuan. i didnt have the chance to say this, but i love you.. through many things that we've done together, that youve done for me.. i really appreciate all of them. all the best in netball and studies okay! promise me we'll keep in touch<3
#19 Saiying
aww we the awesome two!:D although we only got closer through drama.. i have a found a nice and true friend in you. thank you for giving me support and encouragement all these while.. its really been very nice working with you. its actually one of the projects that i enjoyed doing alot, although its really difficult. thank you for giving me the strength and faith to move on.. even at times when it seemed all impossible. i always feel the security that everything will be alright in the end when youre there. keep in touch, okay? love you saiying!

#20 Nerice
i'll miss your hugs, your comforting smile, your "its okay, its okay" or "cool down, cool down". youre a very motherly figure, i must say. you prevent all of us from exploding.. haha. thank you nerice! good luck in future endeavours.. keep in touch okay! (: i'll hug you whenever i see you along the corridors!

#21 Jolene
jolene.. its heartbreaking to know that we wont be in the same class anymore. its so saddening to know that i'll be seperated from a very special person who means so much to me. thank you for everything.. for supporting and encouraging me this whole year, for the hugs whenever i needed one, for offering your shoulder whenever i needed someone to lean on, for offering your listening ear whenever i needed one, and just.. so much more. youre a very indescribable confidante, just a person who understands me so much. youve guided me throughout this journey full of ups and downs without fail. youre an indescribably awesome friend, really. thinking that we wont be in the same class next year really sucks. i cant imagine): your friendship matters so much to me, i hope that our bond will be unbreakable.. i hope that no matter how hard it may be, we'll still be as close. i'll really miss all your nonsense and the times when you just get really annoying and hit people's ROUND parts and keep disturbing people.. i'll really really miss you): i love you loads, jolene! <3>
#22 Rosanne
haha very talented modern and ballet dancer. you appear to me as a very.. determined person. especially in the aspect of dance.(: you somehow intrigued me in your world of dance, haha. continue to dance well, eh? i'll always be supporting you!(: anyway, its been a terribly wonderful 2 years spent with you (note the oxymoron LOL). youre a vry interesting person, really. thank you for everything, for brightening up my day without fail with all your funny antics, for all the times we spent together, especially during 3rd lang, with shanping and all that. im sorry for all the had happened over the times.. but dont ever forget RAS okay! no matter what is shown on the surface, you've been my best friend, you are my best friend, and you'll always be(: i hope we wont lose communication even if we're in different classes.. <3>

#23 Sara
hey term4 tablemate! i dont think you'll get to see this, but anyhow, thank you for brightening my life up with your madness. haha its been really a whale of a time sitting with you. youre a great person to work with, like FPS the class chalet and those small little tiny things. things wouldnt be the same without you! thank you for all that you've done(: will miss you!

#24 Sumei
haha i feel like laughing now. you are a very hilarious person, with all your actions and gungho ness about class bonding, LOL. i'll really really miss your voice and you yourself.. wouldnt hear anymore "i love 205 whoo!!!"): you really brighten and cheer me up whenever im down.. cos at least i know theres a very patriotic twofiver in class. that warms my heart, really. all the best in everything you do okay! (:

"i love 205, need i say more?"

#25 Joling
LOL the greatest impression you have on me is that you look ALOT like selina from SHE. especially with your hairstyle on C&D. you have a really interesting background, haha. thank you for helping me with the annoying ICT work whenever i feel like smashing the computer into pieces. (:

#26 Lynn
yo lynn! youre a very funny person, i just realised. youre very easy to talk to too. thank you for the encouragement you've given me, even if it was just a smile. all of those really, really helped. congrats with getting into math and science programme, you smartypants! (see who was the one who said she wasnt smart?!:P) jiayou in everything you do okay! will miss you..

#27 Me.
you have so many things to thank for, and promise that you'll always remember 205, okay?

#28 Xingying
science lab partner!! youre one whom is open to my clumsiness and stupidity.. in the lab or in the kitchen. you know im just a klutz in those stuff, right? haha. its been great talking to you and having those tiny heart to heart talks while not giving our attention to the teacher in front. youre one of a kind, really. egopok, i'll miss you!(:

#29 Joyce
batchmate!! hahaha although i'll get to see you during choir.. things wont be exactly the same anymore.): theres really many many things i have to thank you for, for the support, constant reminders to keep me awake! and encouragement.. you gave me the spirit to strive on. i never once knew you were so.. feeling, not that youre unfeeling but i didnt know you had such a strong feeling for 205. haha dont take that too heart okay. youve been a fantastic companion, one that i would miss alot next year. thank you loads, joyce(: (go nyc!)

#30 Tania
:D pink obsessed woman! hahaha youre a very nice person, but i never knew you had hidden violence.. till like recently. thank you for being so understanding and kind.. and your grandmaish words of wisdom really helped, no kidding:D i have always enjoyed your company.. like after school in betweens and even if its just a word with you or something. they're all frequently pink-filled haha. i'll really miss you and your pink obsessions.. it'll just make me feel so empty.): and you being judy and your just very.. unexpected antics. we must keep in touch okay!<3

#31 Justina
small small person(: i will really miss all your screams, all your complaints, all your highness.): thank you for being so accomodating and understanding.. it'll definitely wouldnt be the same without you.. good luck in all that you do okay..? you have the ability really. jiayou jiayou go excel!(:

#32 Tricia
lol bimbo, to-be-rich-husband's-wife!:D youre a very amusing person! although ive been tablemates with you for only i think, 3 4 days or a week, its been enjoyable. haha you tried speaking chinese i think, and i remembered doing that chinese nianxi with you! thank you for just.. being there. it helps to know that youre emphathizing, really. will miss you! (:

#33 Julie
my mommy... thank you julie for all the great advices on things i never thought would happen. your rational and calm personality really brings about great comfort and ease.. youre the remedy to my explosive reaction, haha. thank you so much for being a great advisor... a great listening ear and a great tablemate. youre really one of a kind, the kind who will commit herself to everything she does, to God to Christianity.. its worth looking up to. really happy that im in the same sec3 class as you yeah! :D lets rock our other 2 years at ny together!
#34 Jianing
comfy..): i cant imagine not jumping in front of you and claiming how high/unhigh you are anymore): its so saddening.. anyway jianing, thank you for instiling so much laughter and sunshine into my life. i think youre really unique.. one who has a unique outlook on life.. and just so many things worth admiring for. youre a person who inspires me to look on the brighter side of life, just by looking at your blog or looking at you haha. i'll miss you jianing, hope that we'll continue getting high with each other okay! jiayou for shooting and mugging, i know you can do it, like you always do(:
#35 Shannon
i have no idea what to say, because actually there's too many things to say. you know shannon.. i think youre a friend that i'll never ever ever forget. i guess words cant express it all, but thank you for everything okay...? all those things that we've gone through together.. they're all really very memorable. youre really awesome, and somehow although we only got closer to each other this year or quite recently, you have a special place in my heart. i'll keep all the memories i spent together with you close to my heart, mostly hilarious incidents like YOU spilling coke over yourself for NO reason, haha. and most importantly, you have that kind heart that really stands out. and another one, i've seriously never ever EVER seen such a talented athlete, but i see that shining talent in you. continue to strive in whatever you do okay! and dear dear friend, always always keep that smile on your face, i dont care if you continue to poke people's ROUND stuff, just always remain that cheery you(: it'll really be sad to part with you.. but i'll remember you forever. love you shannon, love you loads<3
#36 Junqi
haha you know i just came to realise this year that youre freaking hilarious. in many ways.. i realised your favourite phrase is "errrrr!" in the babyish way, haha. i've always enjoyed your company, like the other time when you needed so badly to breathe and escape from the winds of stress before math exam and we strolled only on level 3. hahaha. you have a flair for math, really. the way you do it.. its just damn natural. seating with you for a term really inspired me a lot to love math much more. haha i dont think you know that! but anyway, you've always been a person that i can relate a lot to.. just a very comfortable person that i can sit down and laugh and talk with, at ease. i'll really miss laughing over nonsense with you.. and i'll just miss being of close proximity to you. somehow you always give me the feeling that everything will turn out alright. have confidence in yourself okay? (: KEEP IN TOUCH HOR, POPO!
xxx
Although the time has come for us part,
Dont cry,
For have faith in us,
That the flame of 205 will never die.

Saturday, November 08, 2008 @ 11:29 PM
totally random
this is so abrupt. and you can totally ignore this.

i think i've got a mood swing.

im feeling sad now):
because of many many small little things added up together.

it must be the darkness outside; the gloomy side of me is overshadowing the cheery side of me.

nevermind,its difficult to understand.

@ 9:29 PM
love♥
haha i shall start recounting from... thursday?

yeah. had a short rehearsal with shannon tania and saiying in the morning. solved some loops in that short 2hour rehearsal.. hope everything works accordingly, in 4 days time. haha but we had a good laugh over.. certain unsayable stuff.

after that i had my strangest encounter ever. not going to elaborate much(haha) all i can say was, shannon and i went to KAP and we spent quite an amount of time deciding on our eating location and dwelling there before queuing up. and shannon spilt coke on herself. *winks*

then at night had a conference call with jerlyn and erina. it seemed like years, buddayes! finally had a chance to hear you guys. its been long really.(:

:D

anyway, yesterday was brilliant.

got to choir first thing in the morning, then hanged around in j8 for awhile before heading back to school for fundraising.

it was heartwarming to see that everyone was getting to work at that time and there were no squabbles at all(: sold flowers and 205's unique italian soda; both sold out quite well, i guess! haha all of us went to certain great extents to persuade people to buy, maybe using the method of battering/fluttering our eyelids to some customers (or maybe not!). haha but i guess yuka's cute little distinct voice help in the small little business:D

and we ended the day with $265, highest in 2 days!<3
the day went great, haha but during the debrief we had to clear some unfinished mess before we were released. so typical of us right!:D

yeah so i guess the next and final obstacle in our sec2 lives will be.. choral and drama night.

oh the horror.

it kind of freaks me out to think that on wednesday we would be addressed as the performers. and then it would be "under a single spotlight" for us. getting everything right will mean a thousand times harder than saying it out. 4 days left and i already feel.. nervous, scared and anxious.

omg im starting to go hysterical.. butterflies are starting to fly in my stomach, heart palpitating erratically as seconds pass and actually when we get nearer and nearer to the big day.

is it supposed to be that exaggerated?? i hope not but it is. ughhh.

i should probably go try out sharpay's bloobloobloooAHH thing. okay maybe on that day 205 B can do that(: (okay im desperately trying to stop the hyperventilation.)

actually i shouldnt be worrying, 17 other people are together with me(:
205B, we can do it! yes yes yes we can. <3
its the last shot, make it count!

okay enough of the nonsense. i think im going nuts.

AH. okay.

anyway, jerlyn erina cassandra if you guys are seeing this, hope you guys come okay!

wed (14th nov)
730pm at NYGH!
(:

xxx

on another note, here's the few dedications that i either promised, or wanted to do for so long but didnt have a chance to get onto it.

to E and J,
okay so firstly sincere apologies to you guys to keep yall waiting. according to jerlyn you guys placed my blog under surveillence 24/7. sorry..
anyway, actually it isnt much of a surprise as to what you guys are going through.. cos we have once gone through the same exact stages you guys are currently passing, looks like it. i guess thats the reason why i empathise with you guys, at least i hope im not sidetracking. i know the pain and anxiety.. the fear and anger are all beyond words. its difficult to describe all those mixed emotions you feel right...? im sorry to hear about whats happening over on your side, but i really do understand. in same way or another, its the similar situation that occurred to us. but you know what? at the end of the end of the day, whats left in those fond memories of yours would be the pictures of all 54 of you going through so much together, and no doubt these times would keep playing in your head.
i know that for now there isnt much to help improve the disaster.. but before you know it it'll get better(: just continue having faith in yourselves, because of what you are, because of your passion and because of her. dont ever give up, cos if you guys dont care, who else will?
although i know i cant really help much.. i wish you guys the best okay. i'll always be here if you need me<3

to 2 of you:
haha i think this may come as a surprise to you two, but i've been trying to convey this message to you.. but i just cannot find the right words. but now i'll try.
i guess i just started feeling the decrease of passion i have for that certain something, although it maybe quite different from your certain specific 'something'. i feel quite sad to hear that you dont feel like trying anymore, after several failed attempts of.. trying to do well. but no matter what it isnt other people that matter, its yourself. it doesnt mean that you arent good enough and do not have enough qualifications to do better or at least up to your standard when other people look you down..
you know, i think its quite difficult to stand in your shoes, and try to feel the way you actually do, cos i think me and you two are in two different worlds. but one thing for sure, since you've joined your certain something, the best you can do is to be committed to it, since you chose it and you must have a good reason for doing so. dont let that passion of yours fade away okay..? its not worth it. make those times struggling under the hot sun count.
believe in yourselves, and know that i have absolute faith in you guys!<3

love, me.

Sunday, November 02, 2008 @ 9:41 PM
let memories unfold.
so here's the continuation of friday's post!

after level closure, it was choir prac. after so long i finally made my foothold in m301. actually i must admit choir went better than expected; i was kinda prepared to feel like a lost sheep after missing 2 pracs, but sec4 graduation brought back many fond memories that covered all the fear and anxiety.

maybe if the atmosphere was less laughy and more serious i would shed a tear or two. although im not exactly close to sec4 seniors, at least im on talking terms with them(:
wil never forget the wisdom jane passed on to sop2s and me, jemima, grace and her funny antics, ruimin and her.. intimidating voice, ethel and her craziness, all my sop2 seniors, and so many more. thank you seniors for everything, for everything that we've gone through these 2 years together. may your future be filled with blessings and happiness! God bless<3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieh9ATzwcP600RZT1AiyJA8m8cqVikCoFt1rxKMQkYJc6rb14y8LoKI66dl6ut_KVrfPuXdAXh_gERMg6r2xak_f1rwLA2nTx4kSwO3r_f-fp4kMB5AISh0S9_Izw1bB57TJ40/s1600-h/Picture+094.jpg"> amanda leting jem rebekah!
rebekah amanda and leting:D



jane the mommy and leting again!
hehheh mommy and leting!
sop2s<3>

lagged in m3 for a while and reminsced about 205 with joyce, then headed down to canteen with loyee yvonne leting and wenjing. talked about nonsense, and aftr yvonne went off we started laming around with HSM3. (or rather, loyee and i.) wenjing and leting looked at us blankly the whole while. cos loyee was mimicking troy's actions during now or never hahaha. then we all got so bored that we started playing the dididi game. WHICH WAS DARN FREAKING HILARIOUS we were ROFL-ing. successfully persuaded leting to join in the game. and when jolene came, she saw us playing and laughed. and we were like ?! okay so apparently, i taught them the wrong way of playing the dididi game. it was sooo humiliating when they all started mocking at me. ): anyways we started playing it THE REAL WAY and really laughed alot alot. then we started playing the who what huh! game. actually i never ever thought i would be playing such mindless and senseless games with such.. intelligent and sensible people but our inner child displayd themselves heh. had a wonderfult ime laughing, after so long. (SIXTEEN NOV PEOPLE!<3)>
left school at around 63o with jolene and went home.. yeah so that's pretty much it. on a random note, "parting is not nice, i dont like to part." - jolene i agree this statement a hell lot. if there was one thing that is allowed to be omitted in this unfair world i would choose to omit the unfeeling justice of parting

i dont like to part, i dont like the sadness and tears it brings, neither do i like to distance with all the people parting has made to become its victims. no thats so depressing to think of. i wouldnt want to think of how i would feel next year when everything changes.
maybe not everything will change, but still something will feel amiss):
i keep thinking that next year will be a year filled with loads of laughter and joy created and shared with the 35 other people whom i know for 2 years. actually to be honest i've never really thought about the aftermath of parting with 205. i never actually thought about it before. so i guess when it really comes it'll hit really hard on me.
the feeling hasnt really set in yet, and i feel remorseful for feeling that everything will stay the same. i dont think i've ever experienced it before, cos in p6 nothing was actually felt><>
but yeah, i guess i've never been so attached to something before.
205 has taught me countless and priceless things that i can never gain from anything or anyone else. 35 of you all have somewhat become my other, that i can always count on and just... be together with. you guys taught me how to be committed to something with 101% heart, and that life wasnt so easy to deal with, but everything comes out okay in the very end.
i really dont know what to expect when next year comes and the disheartening fact of us not that intact with each other anymore dawns on me.
its saddening to think that you wont be naming 205 anymore when someone asks you what class youre from, but surely everyone will remember this special class, this special group of people deep down in their hearts. im afraid that memories would fade,
so lets cherish the moments we have left together.
"once a wildcatfiver, always a wildcatfiver.<3

@ 4:39 PM
TAGGED!
i feel really outdated now, sorry you people who tagged me this quiz that can go on and on for ages o.o hahaha but then that'll not stop me from doing it, cos im doing for you guys!(:

actually, i've been tagged by jianing, junqi, shannon and tania. if i dont miss out anyone that is.

1) The personpeople who tagged you isare?
Jianing Junqi Shannon & Tania!

2)Your relationship with him/herthem?
Friends&lovely classmates!!:D

3)Your 5 impressions of them.
Jianing - crazy COMFY high PERFECTIONIST bimbo!(:
Junqi - HIGH nonsensical hilarious SMART nice(:
Shannon - HA. nonsensical woman FUNNY sporty extremely lovable cute!(:
Tania - :) PINK woman has hidden violent characteristics nice gentle great dancer(:

4)The most memorable thing he/shethey had done for you.
Jianing - being high with me!!!(:
Junqi - helping me count/collate exam scripts/class stuff!!
Shannon - always lending a helping hand when i needed one(:
Tania - being beside me when im entirely nonsensical(:

5)The most memorable thing he/shethey had said to you.
Jianing - "must be high okay!!!" -zi high-s herself-
Junqi - "Why you so sad? must be happy!" -flashes a HUGE grin to me-
Shannon - "OI PIGGYTAN!" -pokes ****-
Tania - actually i cant remember anything except her really hilarious... hahaha laughter. HAHA.

7)If he/shethey become your lover, thing he/shethey have to improve on will be?
Well.. i doubt that'll ever happen. but if that actually happens, i guess i will accept them for who they are(:

8)If they become your enemy, you will?
): (i dont like enemies!) so maybe i'll.. cry. and get depressed.

9)(Repeat Question)

10)What is it you want to tell them now?
hey guys, thanks for being such wonderful classmates for these 2 years. no matter what i'll always remember you! and thank you so much for being there for me. its been great knowing you all, will miss you loads!<3 LOVES.

11)Your overall impression of them is?
jianing - very high & estatic! kind and nice(:
junqi - can get very high & laughy! helpful(:
shannon - haha very nice. caring and helpful!
tania - a wonderful pink woman(:

12)How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
well.. happy and comfortable, i hope(:

13)The characters you love of yourself are?
hmm. er motivating myself and others?

14)On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
um. being too self-conscious, sensitive and emotional, i guess.

15)The most ideal person you want to be is?
a person who can.. help others when in need.but ultimately, im just me(:

16)For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
thanks so much for being there for me everytime. even if i dont show that i appreciate it, i really do deep inside and, i really appreciate your constant support care concern and love you have showered on me all these while. i love you!<3

17)Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you!
1. Leting
2. Loyee
3. Jerlyn
4. Cassandra
5. Joyce
6. Yuka!
7. Kahmun
8. Chuanling
9. Jolene
10. beishi

18) Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
(Yuka) LOL. so unexpected. i'll be shocked if she is having one!

19) Is no. 9 a male or female?
(Jolene) Female!

20) If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
(Kahmun & Beishi) LOLLOL. omg this is so.. coincidental. Good in c&d, i dont know if its good in real life, haha.

21)What is no. 2 studying about?
(loyee) probably.. music?

22)What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
(jerlyn) yesterday! on msn(:

23)What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
haha i think.. some Christian band. cant remember!

24)Does no. 1 have any siblings?
(leting) ahhaha a younger brother!

25)Will you woo no. 3?
(jerlyn) er, no?

26)How about 7?
(kahmun) LOL. this is ridiculous.

27)Is no. 4 single?
(cass) i guess so?

28)What is the surname of no. 5?
(joyce) tang! pronounced as tank, with a g consonant at the back.

29)What is a hobby of no. 10?
(beishi) LOL. acting.. pervertic? and smacking people's heads/butts. (thanks a lot)

30)Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
(Joyce&jolene) haha yeah.

31)Where is no. 2 studying at?
(loyee) nygh!

32)Talk about something for no. 1
(leting) erratic moodswings, really. but a really nice confidante and friend and sister and batchmate and everyone who you can think of. nice to talk to! <3

33)Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
(chuanling) hahaha no? dont even think about it, she has disneyland:D

34)Where does no. 9 live?
(Jolene) yishun! khatib actually. are they grouped together?

35)What colour does no. 4 like?
(cassandra) yellow/purple?

36) Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
(leting&joyce) hahaa they are batchmates!

37)Does no. 1 have any pets?
(leting) er.. no. i doubt so.

38)Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
(Kahmun) HAHAH. never seen her in any revealing clothes before. but could be! tall thin and slender!

39)What is no. 10 doing now?
(beishi) i have no idea. dressing up as a bear in m'sia, maybe?

xxx

so i've finally finished this quiz. HA. huge sense of accomplishment!

205, youre still stuck in my head.

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