today was a very memorable day, definitely.

it was really a step ahead from last year's scene on this day; everyone was crying for a good cause instead of otherwise(:

i dont know what to say..

i felt goosebumps all over since the start of the day.. which kinda made me oblivious to my slight fever, runny nose and sore throat. of course, the warmth that the class unconsciously emanated.
the day started quite well.. with chenxi jolene and shannon talking nonstop about crap and plucking out my hair(!!) and disgustingly threw them all over the place (think about passing down those things=.=) which were as usual, lame. HAHA.
that kinda set the whole mood for the last day of school, especially as the last official day as a member of 205 (okay actually there's still C&D). but it was quite saddening to think that was the last ever time we'll all queue up in a straight row as 205. and that'll be the last time i wear that golden badge.. the thought of leaving 205 is just.. depressing. ):

and then we had some spring cleaning and then photo taking. it was damn hilarious cos we did some flash mob thing for candid shot and i think it looked uber cool:D sorry to say that some of us were missing in that picture.. ): after that jolene shannon accompanied me to pop to get colour papers for the letter writing ceremony during level closure cos apparently many forgot to bring (including me, haha). but when we got there pop was surprisingly not opened for businss yet so we sat outside and tried to emo. okay that wasnt very successful for me since im quite.. unfeeling in a way? well i dunno. but when we were listening to the graduation song suddenly there was this thunderous sound of the metal thing going up and someone appeared behind us. shannon got SO shocked that she jumped up and down the stairs, away, jolene WAHHHH-ed and i went eeks. HAHA. it was damn funny, its like some comic relief out of a disastrous.. scene.

well watched some 105 class thing that sumei did (or her bro) in class together.. and jolene and shannon were the only poeple who cried. quite surprising eh? actually i came to realise that both of em regardless of how silly they act look and talk they still have many many feelings deep inside. hahaa(: break after that, and then class closure resumed after recess. wanglaoshi distributed the report book slips (HORROR) but everyone kinda expected what they would get so we did not kick up a fuss over results. so then it was speech time. everyone was supposed to give a short speech on what they want to say to the class according to register order...

this was the part where everyone started to cry like crazy.
not to mention, crying is contagious like laughter. once one person starts the whole trend, it gets passed on really fast and by the time jessietan spoke everyone was already.. red with tears brimming in their eyes.

and when it was my turn.. i was quite taken aback for no absolute reason but i was just speechless when i stood up. actually to be honest, a huge amount of disappointment set in when i couldnt cry as jolene and shannon were tearing away.. felt really really sad that emotions could not display themselves when the time is ripe. really didnt want to feel the way i felt in graz when the results were out we got into the finals and gold but no tears of hard work came out):
but when i stood up its like this huge massive wave of tears formed into a tsunami which kinda drowned my brain and i started sobbing. well.. i cannot really say what i want to say from the bottom of my heart when its in front of eveyrone just like that, cos i'll still suffer from stage fright and forget everything i planned to say... but at least the main points were said out at that time, haha.

it was really a thrilling experience of being part of 105'07 and 205'08, everyone taught me how to be a better person in every way. i guess without any single head in the class 205 will never be 205, because everyone counts. its not how people notice us but how we notice ourselves.. haha even though we may seem slack, if we want to do something we'll do it great no matter what. and that i guarantee 101%.(: thats what that makes 205 so special. looking back, its quite amazing as to how all 36 have come so far, together. from strangers, to friends forever(: it has been a whale of a time, but of course not a bed of roses. many disputes, arguements occurred but in the process tears were shed and joy was shared. i'll never ever forget every single soul in the classroom that i've gone through so much with. thanks for evrything, 205! i love you<3

actually there's more i want to say but i shall leave the rest to after choral and drama night.. when its really over):

"when the curtain closes, its really over." -adapted from chuanling.
thats really hard to accept, but really i think that'll happen. nvm we shall leave the best to the last(:

for now, we've got two more BIG big projects on hand. two last ones we'll all be working on together! so let us all make drama and fundraising A HIT SUCCESS. woohoo<3

GOGO 205. I LOVE YOU!!!

okay so back to today's story.

headed to boarding school after class closure for level closure. nothing much happened, specific memories for specific classes i guess. class montage was really cool(:

hahaha yeah so thats the end of today. i shall post more about choir perhaps tmr, GOING TO BED NOW DEADBEAT!!!