its been a long long time.

just wanna dedicate a post to dear jianing and cassandra..

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY!<3

to jianing:
i've pretty much said what i wanted to say in the powerpoint already, haha. happy happy belated birthday! hope you had a fun filled birthday full of *wonders*:D you've been more than an indescribable friend to me.. yeah, thanks for being who you are.. and just..
thanks for everything<3

oh and lastly, good luck for shooting nationals(:
you can do it!

to cass:
omg its been so long since we last met.
miss you and jerlyn a lot.. and sorry for not being able to spend this very special day with you. no matter what happens, always remember that jerlyn and i will always be there for you okay? just a call out and we'll appear. miss the good ol' times.. really wish that it wouldnt be so difficult for 3 of us to get together again. happy birthday, cassandra. bff<3

(i owe you guys presents:x)

life's been pretty much hectic lately.
havent slept much for the past week, but i guess the oversleeping in the weekends make it up. school's going to be crazy this week. and omg count the days to graz.

i really hope no more things will get screwed up..
i just feel scared and insecured.

sometimes maybe all we need is a breather, is that too much to give?