GRIPPING TIGHT.

right now i feel quite emotionless.

things come by in a flash, some which leave a great impression on you, be it negatively or positively, while others just plainly "walk" past you simply like yet another stranger.

things now seem harder to control, and to take charge of. but i guess its the choice, the choice of gripping tight on the chosen things you want to look out more for out of the many. sometimes i doubt whether i made the right choices, and when i assure myself that they're right, things screw up and this just makes matters worse.

so its just kind of an on and off thing.

does anyone else feel the same?