LOSS FOR WORDS.

okay, so apparently, this is one of the few times when i feel a loss for words.

dont know what to say, to do, to feel.

im just brain dead today, so brain dead till i could start laughing for nothing, and sigh for more than 10 times consecutively.
i think its the lack of sleep. sad.

anyway, todays been a fairly.. _____ day. fill in the blank; im indifferent.
choir's been bad today, though, what with the sucking attendance and just the quality of voices. sighs. i expected everyone to be high in choir today, but my high spirits dashed out of my head the moment i entered the LT with the gloomy atmosphere.

frankly speaking, i've been trying to make myself happy, because for no absolute reason, mental breakdowns can come occurring to me anytime, anywhere; just hope i get my focus, my happiness, and my smile back.

right now, i just need more sleep, understanding, love and care.

thanks, my dears<3