AND WHEN FATIGUE EXTINGUISHES YOUR SOUL.

let's see, i havent updated for five days. while jerlyn has been updating hers like theres no tomorrow.

well, i guess its the workload. its DEFINITELY the workload.

homework, you cause too much sleep deprivation, too much trouble, too much pain and misery, too much stress, too much hatred.

ah well. so much for that.

CNY's been great, i think. its been an amazing get together with all my relatives, where we stayed over at one's house for over 10 hours, leaving only usually after 3am. that explains the dark eye rings i possess, and the recent chionging of homework, which could never have existed. aha, but i guess it was worth it, what with all my recap on gamblings, like blackjack(!!), taitee, mahjong, showhand, and other what they call illegal games, with great people.

BUT. school killed the festive mood. everybody has been sleeping with their eyes open for the past week; not a surprise. hah.

and today, choir was.. unbelievably a let down. its just really rare that i come to choir with a huge smile on my face, awaiting laughter and more laughter with people who share the same passion. it isnt our fault, but i think its just the down-time. im sure that the mess will be cleaned up sooner or later, and nanyang will continue to shine, better than ever. so all hail and jiayous to NYC!(:

amongst the ocean of stress, at least theres something to look forward to: valentine's day in 23 hours and 44 minutes time(: