CHILL.



thats all i need to do.



i seriously cant take it anymore; everything's piling over me like snow pouring on top of Mt Fuji. Seeing leting cry today, i cant help but wonder, have i ever thought about how much stress nanyang is giving us?



i'll just live by God's belief, to have faith. have it as a never-ending repetition in my head. have faith, amanda, have faith.



okay okay, anyway.



today was rather dramatic.

loyee's surprise turned out to be an ICE CREAM. rather unexpected, really. unfortunately, loyee didnt see my sms to meet during lunch, so she had some troubles finding the flapping me, and she and i ended up meeting outside my class, with sam. and oh my gosh, i will never EVER forget what loyee said:

"hey! this is your surprise! CHILL!"



and the ice cream popped out of nowhere.

and since leting wasnt there, sam was given the ice cream and we were supposed to devour that ice cream in like, 3 minutes?!

as you know, im a really clumsy eater, so the ice cream was like dripping all the way. i kinda escorted sam down to the first level, still screaming with the horrid shock of the ice cream. and near the dustbin, i met loyee, and thank goodness, the first bell rang. so loyee wanted to teach me how to eat the ice cream, and she just practically lunged the icecream into her mouth, where the whole BALL of icecream GOT STUCK IN THAT OPENING OF HERS.
there were many spectators, really, and i was left with a CONE. without an ice cream.

how funny.

so, during chem i was like the only one thats awake, while chuan and van almost drooled off to sleep.

loyee, you really CHILLED me. :D

inexplicable.