Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 6:49 PM
*trust
trust: confidence in or reliance on some person or quality.
if there was trust, things wouldnt have come this way.
if there was trust, you wouldnt have to ask others what you asked me before.
if there was trust, i wouldnt be feeling like im so far apart from you.
if there was trust, you wouldnt be asking me the same question over and over again.
if there was trust, we wouldnt be drifting apart.
if there was trust, i wouldnt be feeling like my whole world is crashing down.
what has happened to the world which once had full of trust? i cant feel the invisible connection between me and anyone else now. i guess this is what that has been haunting me since the march holidays, haunting me till it sucks out my soul, till i contradict myself, till i feel empty.
i want all the trust back.
right now i just feel like im in the dark alone, with no direction, with no thought, with no companion.