sometimes i think i REALLY shouldnt look forward to things that much.

it's like. i was picturing a great scene of today's workshop, with us cheering for our lives when we clinched some prize..



but for the dont-know-how-many time, my spectulations are just like wrong hypothesis(es)?. i seriously seriously seriously hate it. we've been practicing SO HARD. SO LONG. and plus another extra factor, we've got a new conductor whom we have no idea how to get along with. omg? we were only given 5 pathetic practices to polish up our songs and also get used to the new conductor. but in the end, it all turned to chaos, well except for the last one practice. i suddenly wish that we could swop today's performance with the last practice one. even mr meng said it was good. it wasnt any use squeezing and holding and clinging onto darling leting so tight today, cos i had that strong feeling that some bad phenomenon would happen.

so much for the excitement. i feel so slaughter-ish now.ughhhhhh.


but after that, things got much better. by the time i got home, audrey and jianing were already waiting for me for like abt 1/2 h. my usual latecomings(: and then i hurriedly got changed and ate, while shan came. and then while they were playing with that flabelos thing, i got to the bustop and fetched evie cos apparently she had no umbrella with her, and unfortunately for me, my stupid slipper practically slooped off my feet due to the wetness of the grounds. and i was in the middle of the road, plus i screamed before i ran to get my shoe back, by which at that time the green man was already blinking.
wells. then we discussed OM for a while... wasnt quite productive though. didnt had our brain juices squeezed out enough. and at about 3++ jolene arrived. and we were supposed to give her a surprise! yeah. and i came out with some stupid excuse that audrey and jianing were in the toilet when she stepped into my house when actually, they were preparing the cake. hoho. however, i think she believed me. and i got down again and audrey and jianing carried the cake up and when they stepped into the room i off-ed the lights and we burst into a loud and so damn off-tune chorus of "happy birthday". according to jolene, she almost cried. hhaha. but it was so fun. cos we had that mango cake in a tray and ther wasnt any table, and evie professionally cut the cake on the sofa! and then we ate ate ate and continued discussing, not really discussing though. more like thinking of what to do next. and an hour soon passed and the pizza arrived, followed by an early dinner accompanied by i not stupid too. lol. evie went home first, then shan then audrey and jianing and jolene the last.

today was quite okay i gues, i think the part i liked most was when we were secretly carrying out our surprise-for-jolene mission. hoho! i hope she liked that cake that audrey and jianing bought and our presents plus our so not well planned surprise! ha. i think i'll post up the pictures we took some other time. dont really feel in the mood right now. plus i've got to rush to my uncle's house for yet another boring gathering!

happy early birthday; love you jolene<3