Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 6:05 PM
*flooglygums
*flooglygumsright, that was a random word. i have been inventing words of my own since the holidays started. i guess its cos of the increasing boredom. sighs!
oh well.
choir as usual today. felt really sian.. i think im losing interest in music
. Pop songs even. SAD!!! theres nothing much to perk me up, except
goong s and solitaire showdown. i really hope i can 振起精神for choir, otherwise i would be just like a soul-less creature with four limbs doing stuff not on her own accord but just for the sake of doing it. OH MANNN. even i myself am tired of all the groans and moans plus sighs nowadays. D: if the only exuberant thingum (choir) is not going to make me feel alive anymore, i think im as good as dead!
& i think i've been on a mission on killing ANTS recently. they GET THE HELL OUT OF ME. i was supposed to give like six sweets to my OM team on one particular day, and i forgot, so when i got home i just stashed all of them outta my bag and threw them onto my table. awhile later, those freakkiinnnnn creepy crawlies start coming out of nowhere when i was playing my comp, and i had to waste a great deal of tissue papers just to wipe out that colony. GROSS. and i was thinking. where in the freakkinnn world do they come from?! and the answer was yes. the bunch of sweets. oh my gosh. the sight of the irkish ANTS freaked me out instantly. and now, theres still those freakkinnn creepy crawlies crawling out from NOWHERE. ughhhh.
so much for that. and since i've got plenty of time, i've been doing some serious thinking. tossing and turning, rather. yesterday i thought i was going to die after i banged my head hard on my bed front. it really didnt hurt at all, but when i was younger my mom used to repeat "dont bang your head, it'll make you die" and she would start ranting on and on about this 8-yr-old girl who banged her head, didnt feel any pain at all and the next day she died. apparently my mom claims that things have been wriggling here and there in her brain. head insights. HAH. and when i banged my head, instantly all those freakish moments start flashing all over again in my head, and the whole day i felt quite weak. but i perservered and told myself not to sleep, even after watching tv at 2am, until i couldnt take it anymore.
but im still alive, arent i?
IM BEING SOOOO RETARDED.