i seriously cant take it anymore.

at first i was SO in the mood to post and be happy about every single thing. but thanks to you, you spoilt the WHOLE damned-mood. here i am, trying to be understanding about your actions and contradicting myself by telling myself "i'm wrong i'm wrong" and feeling remorseful. at least you've got each other, and i've got no one at all. now even she wont want to listen to me. i thought that my life was lit up by some miraculous bright candle in my whole of darkness but now i just feel like cracking myself up into pieces.

thanks a lot to you. you made my day.