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Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 6:47 PM

crazynutter.

hellooo. today we had our first choral & drama night full-dress rehearsal!

ohh yes before that, we were all at the auditorium listening to a talk about transfats and mcdonalds-.- the video during the second hour was quite interesting at first, but turned out to be so boring, when i turned and looked around, there were at least 10 ppl sleeping! haha. i guess i happen to be one of them (: it was just too boring! no offence. even after all the horrible consequences i learnt and everything, mcs' still my no. 1 fav!(:
and then, had lunch with audrey, evie, jianing and justina, afterwhich we headed all up to class. got my costume and went to change with jolene in the sci. block toilet. and. when i saw jolene, i was like.
omg
omg
omg
omg
omg

omg

omg

omg

AND STILL omg!!!

she looked really sexy. no kidding. NO KIDDING AT ALL. LOL! very very pretty.

& me? just the total OPPOSITE. so contrasting! i just looked too 丑. and the whole tube thing was DROPPING. furthermore, there wasnt going to be any sits for me, i had to stand and carry chairs and cups all around like some sickening duck, with "pink feathers" that is. so i had to change out of it. was on the verge of breaking down; too worried, i think. thankfully, audrey was there.<3>

soso. in the end i went up on stage with my hongzi. didnt turn out that bad after all. when the play started, we already had to stop. the teacher was nagging at us about all the co-ordination and everything. but like, come on la! how MANY pathetic practices are we given before the whole full-dress rehearsal? 1 was taken away because of LA. and the other two were close to failures. hah, but at least we managed to pass this stage, surprisingly. i guess its becos its just us isnt it? ;DD haha. havent ego-ed for so long(:

yep, but we still need to perform for that teacher on thursday. really REALLY hope we can get in. after the rehearsal, went with junqi, jolene and jianing (the 3Js) to j8. actually intended to go with the rest to beauty world to buy the props, but didnt know how to get home from there. oh, and this funny thing happened. since i had nothing to do and was to bored to just go home, i decided to go with the 3js to corro. but when we were in bus 66, our minds somehow drifted us to a land far far away, and we forgot to press the bell when we were opp corro. then jianing was like, "OMG! isnt that corro?" and i was like,"OH MY. corro! we missed the stop." and if forgot when the other 2js said -.- haha. but in the end, the next stop was like so damn far from the corro stop, so they decided to take 156 to j8. HAHA.

conclusion: do not take lan buses, which bells are so ruddily spoilt, you cannot press it at the eleventh hour.

settled!

haha. had fun today.(:

如果我早知道，我就不会参加了。参加了以后，虽然表面上看起来是个美满的结果，但是，其实，只会让我们全部很不开心，包括我自己。我以前似乎已经觉得有点不太对，但还不知道问题在哪里。这个问题呢我今天已经发现是什么了。但是，我不能说出来。我也很想跟你们快快乐乐地玩闹，但是，我可能会做不到，而且会伤害到，连累到你们。到现在，我还不晓得怎样开口跟你们提出这件事。天啊，我也不知道怎么样才能满足我自己。可能如果我跟你们说了，你们会感到很委屈，不是我不要跟你们早点说，而是我不敢，和不能说。到现在，我还没找到适合的对象说这件事。我只知道我自己的心好复杂，复杂到不能再复杂的地步。。。