Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 2:00 PM
absolutely brilliant... NOT!
missed school today... thanks to everyone who wen hou wo(:
thought that something really serious happened when audrey called, just turned out to be that today was marks-checking day. ms goh talked to me through audrey's hp. gladly, i didnt fail for any subject. at least i managed to scrape up two A1s. haha. but its pathetic. just two! aw. but anyways.
im just soooo uberr bored at home. theres seriously nothing to do. im already getting sick of harry potter and his so-famous world. and my head & heart are in a mess. the bandages on my feet arent making it any better.
oh, and i heard from sumei that i didnt get in for that psl thingy. congrats to evie, chuanling and kahmun who did(: yep, i think they did a great choice. i just feel indifferent about this whole thing. am i supposed to feel remorsed about not getting chosen? i know that im not going to get in in the first place. i knew it and i felt it.
butpeople always say that "you sure can get in one la." & same for exams... "you sure get very good one lor!"
but deep down, when i know i flunked it, it really means i flunked it.
i guess, every outcome is the decision of God.
how come i've got mixed feelings now?