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Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 8:49 PM
home learning
seriously, im trying to resist the itch on my stupid leg. (UGH.) i spotted like 5 big fat mosquitoes yesterday?! what is happening to the world! irritating thingo(s)

today had my piano exam. TOTALLY FLUNKED IT. this time's its really a 110% fail. i didnt feel my heart clogging my heart vessels and everything, but i did TERRIBLY. i dont know why. but the examiner was nice:) i was trying hard not to laugh at myself when my stupid foot slipped off the pedal. AND I HAD TO TAKE OFF MY SHOE FOR THE LAST PIECE OF THE EXAM PIECES. ugh.

today i mugged hard. well. i guess so? i managed to screw up science e learning ytd, got 23/25! with help of cos, you know info and my DAD? haha. let me list the stuff that i havent done and already did.

stuff i already did:
-science e learning
-chinese paper 2
-geog textbooks 1B 2A 2C
-maths 2004 and 2006 paper
OMG! so little!

stuff i havent completed
-chinese ying1 yong4 wen2
-geog textbook 2D
-chem physics and bio mugging
-chinese mugging
-english mugging
-history mugging
-history paper
-geog paper
-science paper
-geog atlas
-math ACTUAL mugging

oh no. OH NO. so much stuff! im SO gonna die. hell is starting to enjoy me:(

my life is NOT vibrant w/o RS HAPPY FAMILY THE CLOWN GANG THE BOY-CRAZY GANG and my DESK PARTNER

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @ 10:37 AM
It's been long... ;D
i dont see how ppl have the time. but im going to use up LA lesson for posting instead of doing the stack of ws in front of me... seriously, i'll die if i continue being guai. and also, isnt LA a lesson for encouraging us to write "essays"?

haha. reg 1-18 is currentlyt in the Media Viewing Room facing hell. As mr sany says "enjoy hell before hell enjoys you." so yeah, what he says is true. because before me is the wall leading to hell when i reach the Nanyang gate everyday. Oh my goodness. i just realised im becoming SO emo until everything i post on my blog becomes really emo nobody wants to read it(: but hey. joining saiying's emo fanclub isnt all worth bad right? LOL.

im going to meet doom by the time i meet next next week's monday. havent even started proper muggin yet like i used to. i still cant believe how i managed to get past PSLE. today i felt extra sian because i failed to wake myself up before dawn to mug cos i HAD TO. typical me eh? i cant help being an owl, i think i will survive excellently in america. IF ONLY THE TIME WAS THE SAME HERE IN SINGAPORE.
well, besides studying and everything, everyday when i step into 105 classroom, i can feel the temperature and heat rising and all the pressure and everything. theres not much of laughters, but only people burying heads in books, only with maybe a few exceptional computer games and talkings here and there? i think we've all become goblins. i'd rather i fail than face this kind of utmost pressure. this is practically making no sense at all! we're all lifeless people now. :/
no cure? i guess so. only after exams (: besides, people in class are becoming colder and colder each day.
im faced with non other than helplessness when it comes to friends. but i just wanna let them know, no matter how hardheaded and wooden-blockish my face becomes, i love you guys deeply in my heart, no matter what:) same goes for all my besties, RS, evie audrey... oh the shannon gang the julie gang sara sumei jessie tee jianing everybody!
(i cant help doing this)
to RS- although i dont normally hang out with you guys anymore.. you guys are still and will be my besties forever,in first place kay!:D you may think that im conquered by some evil dark wizard or something...(this perhaps, is still unknown to me) but yeah. its just some hardships and you know. COMMON misunderstandings like any other best friends have. but even when you guys start not having me as one of your best friends, you'll continue to be mine, not matter what. after all ive got more than fond memories with you guys right? all the quarrels we had last time, all the shoving and pushing... i just wished time could turn back and we would be at the scene.. oh! perhaps disapparating would help, if only we are in the harry potter world that is! nono, its timeturner. OH WHATEVER, AMANDA. sorry;D okay continue~ yeah so even all those bad times we had, when i reminsced about them every now and then, i still manage to let out a full laugh. i still remembered the first time i went out with rosanne and started calling her rosie and eating dinner together with her with the numerous loud scoldings my parents gave me when i reached home way after dinner time... (that was the FIRST time) oh yes. the most memorable one~ taking neos for the first time together and camwhoring in the bus. all these were followed by screams of laughter. we were making everyone including the bus driver look at us as if we were nuts in the bus when we were going to third lang. i think i recounted this before in here... yep! it was like one of the greatest moments in my life even though i was trying to shut them up for the whole journey. HAHA. we took really stupid pictures with all of us looking squashed and shanping looking retarded and everything. gosh, those times really rocked. and in the neoprint machine in bishan? (for that ONLY once, rosanne didnt complain about having to take the mRT all the way back to bukit batok) we screamed for our lives when we were taking the pictures. we could have taken millions of them, if only we could and we could sleep in the neoprint machine and shop and go shopping the next day and the cycle goes on and on. im getting overboard. but anyway! yeah. I LOVE YOU GUYS!<3

evie & audrey: my happy family~ plus jianing! i shant name what we're called. :) you guys brought countless of laughter in my whole entire life and making me embarrassed and calling me sotongs and everything. oh i rmb the time evie and i were crapping around in mr tiong's math class (SO not us!) and we were crapping about the lamest thing on earth. i started by saying that my dream school had to be with classrooms of two levels. and we elaborated from there. evie said we could have a mini comp lab and library in the third section or 2nd section of the classroom, i cant remember. and she continued about the history viewing room in the basement where there would be mud and everything, about going into a landscape with FLYING artifacts around, and we would fly through the mud... (isnt our imagination WILD?) and i said i wanted a staircase in the broom cupboard. OH MY GOODNESS. we wasted the whole hour laughing and making poor marie and yixuan feel like we belong to woodbridge hospital. LOL. marie got really pissed off. HAHA. but it was all worth it anyway because marie looks cute when shes pissed(((: goodness man. oh yes. the first time i sat with evie was the day when we watched Artificial intelligence in LA lesson. we started acting like robots and i pressed evie's neck and said "robot evie, activate" and she did the same to me. LOL. stupiddd! but it was all worth it. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING LA BESTIE AH! haha. and she calls me the yaya girl :/ and audrey~ the person whom i crapped with about you know. **** censored but not the f word. LOL. she had a great deal of laughter laughing at people and i would follow and we would end up making croaking noises be it in class or anywhere. and out of a sudden, my body will shake uncontrollably with shivers down the spine of too much laughter. ODD HUH? haha. shes done a lot for me. like printing out study materials for me and i did the same for her, but just not as much, and shes jus REALLY helpful. haha. i love youuuu!!!

ohoh. and the shannon jolene junqi~ brought all their lameness and gave them to me. still remembered about the ny girls spasticing in 171... everyone seemed annoyed! haha. fortunately, they didnt influence me to be sick. they're just the best clowns ive ever seen... so nonsensical but so nice(: love you guys too!!!

oh and vanessa jessie julie tricia xingying!
the boy-crazy camwhores and paikias(: vanessa is really abnormal (like today, she started saying she was not abnormal when she followed me to the photocopying shop when waiting for saiying...haha!) and shes really nice to talk to(: just stand there and see her crapping will definitely be entertaining! jessie... HEAD-PATTER. she just loves my head so much she would start tapping it whenever she sees me. freaky! julie.. ugh! so much to comment on. the weirdooo who doesnt know who i am (on the phone) even when i told her so many clues. "do you know who i am?" "no.." "okay... i got 3As in my name.." and she guessed some unknown person. finally i gave up and told her im AMANDA. weird huh? 3As.. its really kinda obvious? and i guess shes the one who taught me how to be a sotong! tricia. ahems. followed audrey all the way to the mrt just to see.... haha. i'll never forget the time when she was going googoogaga all over nicholas tse! like always, tricia! and xingying! my term4 sitting partnEr-cum-biter. she loves to try to bite me so that i will shriek and arouse suspicion. and she loves to lie on my shoulder, saying im soft -.- and i just get "mean" when im around her. haha! love you guys to the core!

and never to forget, my pri sch friends(:
and choir mates! you guys rock till the end!
LOVE YOU GUYS TILL THE END EVEN AFTER I DIE~

i guess i really have to stop here, since its already 1105 and they would be out of the media room with all the heaved sighs and happiness that hell already past them. oh wells! and i sound like im going to die when i write all these. but still~ that can happen!;D

Thursday, September 06, 2007 @ 3:50 PM
whats wrong with me?
i seriously shouldnt be online now, nor should i be SLACKING.

whats wrong with me? its just about the feeling of emptiness within me... like im still immersed in a world of my own.. even till now. where has the feeling of struggling to strive hard gone to?
is it just me?

no, maybe its cos of you.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 1:33 AM
admist all these night-noise, i havent been paying attention to what was being displayed in front of me, i was momentarily blind and deaf; but sunken deep into a world of my own.

do these things happen to you?

Monday, September 03, 2007 @ 1:31 AM
i figured out that i was being stupid, deleting all the spaces the photos created when i uploaded them, so i decided to start a new post (yet again) maybe this could make up for all the times when i was supposed to post?when school ended at 11 on friday, i rushed back to rosyth with all the exrosythians. let the pictures do the talking again, i dont want my fingers to carry myself too far(:








yeah man, rosyth is the LOVE.<3
its already 1:44AM. im proud to stay up till now but im so not proud of getting to bed so late because its WAY past my bedtime, and im going back to ny tomorrow for lessons and study time with audrey(: now's a great time to imitate a pig!

@ 12:21 AM
teacher's day celebration!
i was looking forward to the teacher's day celebration the most for the whole entire week! since chuan told us to bring food only the day before, i could only ask my maid to whip up some spaghetti(lol, i didnt know it was that nice like everyone told me, but anw thanks!(:) yeah. so. actually frankly the party didnt turn out the way i expected it to. i actually brought the wrong hsm 2 cd! and so the whole party actually went off with playing comp games and everyone staring at the screen, and ended too with the same scenario. everyone started leaving at 845 even though we were only required to leave at 9.15. chuan's right. this is the most kiasu class ever!

ohoh! how can i forgett. mrs lee is leaving us. so sad! she didnt mention this to us until thursday, during her last lesson with us. just heard it during assembly on thursday morning from audrey i think. she didnt tell the choir too! we'll miss her... after all... she's the first LA teacher we had in sec sch! and so. we took a class photo with mrs lee. that is, before all of them went to the hall.



although mrs lee has left us, all the bombastic vocabulary that she taught us... will never be forgotten! shes still the first teacher i've ever seen wearing all blue. LOL!


oh, and the garbage in the front is really extra


anyway. after we finished cleaning up the classroom, i went to the hall where evie audrey and jianing saved a seat for me...:) we camwhored a lot. let the pictures do the talking then.



havent had any idea who placed those fingers.


for once audrey admits shes an octopus.

jianing and me(: LOL i just realised rosanne was there.


close-up view on evie and audrey who claim they looked like sleeping dudes.
acting bimbo-which is totally a faiure can! we look like retarded people trying to stuff all our fingers into our mouths instead!

the octopus has charisma...

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so this was how we spent the whole half an hour camwhorin'. since when did i become like this? haha. my darlings taught me how to(:
oh and gosh. the teacher's day celebration ROCKS.
everyone thought it was going to be the same old-fashioned, sleepy atmosphere kinda thing.. how wrong we were! the students' performances rocked. theres this pck one and girls wearing hci suits posing around on stage. man, nanyang was like a zoo. we were screaming and laughing like hedgehogs, that is, if they could scream. even the councillor seating nearby lost control. she looked like she could flicker the fire of a lighter anytime. it was the time of nanyang girls' lives man. ohoh, and the teachers' celebration didnt let us down too. ms sabrina can REALLY shake. and if ms chen lili lao shi wasnt our chinese dance instructor, i would have thought she took a time machine to this era. LOL. and the funniest was mr tiong, who was not even recognisable. he was wearing some bowtie hat and carrying an axe. i didnt know it was him until dear EVIE starting screaming so loud she almost blasted my eardrums through my nostrils. andand! ms goh. i think shes been caught up with work; she didnt seem to remember her dance steps. but all the same. YOU ROCK MAN TEACHERS!
and theres this totally unexpected part! there was the psg dancing, i thought it would be taiji or something. but according to julie, they looked like bartop dancers! and there was this lady who could do the split. and everyone was like, 'OH MY GOSH........" goodness. she didnt look any younger than 40! no offence, but i think a normal auntie her age would have broken her back if she had done that incredulous SPLIT. some LONG-LASTING gymnast she is. after that there was this slideshow displaying all the teachers' photos... so cute! everyone was 不由自主di scream and scream and scream. that was a weird combination. NVM! yeah. this whole thing really rocked, even though i had been actively participating in it but pasting my butt onto the floor(: gosh, i love ny!

Saturday, September 01, 2007 @ 7:15 PM
fps time-trial
oh my goodness. i've been trying to fix this stupid internet connection for two whole hours, and i never knew that it could all be solved with just two clicks of the switch -.-" anddd. this dunno-what show im watching now is SO freaky. ugh!

anyway, this post is supposed to be a second "episode" to the previous one!

after going back to rosyth where fun-filled memories started filling into and clogging our brains, theres still another obstacle to go through. it was the fps time-trial! this whole week was full of tests and this was just like in-lieu together with all the tests we the poor nanyang girls were supposed to survive. it wasnt just like any other test; this fps time trial was KILLER. sara shanping rosanne and i started packing and moving to 104... where we found a whole bunch of crazy weirdos. the monitress and the cleanliness coordinator were fighting over who would clean up the classroom... so we had to stay at their doorstep for almost 10 min just listening to them in chaos! gosh, now i really dont regret being in 105. anyway! after that... the four of us took out all our stuff needed for fps, and shifted all the tables, into a seating formation we felt rather comfortable with. my heart was in my mouth man. we were only given two whole pathetic hours and six steps to finish. how AMUSING is that?

and so, we chiong-ed. we didnt exactly do everything we expected and planned out to, cos in the first place, we had difficulty UNDERSTAND THE WHOLE DARN PASSAGE. we didnt even know whether our problems were correctly spelled out! (oh God, please let them be!) and i had a total brain block, like no blood being transported into my brain cos the only thing i could hear was my heartbeat ringing in my ears. freaky right? and i was almost breaking down to tears. i totally forgot how to do everything! what was the format? how was i to phrase everything out? i was slamming the tables, and my group members looked... worried. i think i spent at least 1/2 an hour figuring out what i was doing, and then i helped out with the matrix and action plan. gosh, i didnt even know what solutions there were! i feel kinda guilty. okay maybe NOT kinda guilty, but very guilty. like how could i forget? and oh yes!i must mention this- the only thing i had kept in my brain at the whole precious two hours was the word feasible. just because i read it in the article that ms khoo gave us like the previous night? i remembered that word vividly as if it determined my life and death. if only this could happen during TESTS instead. maybe i was too 慌张le ba! however i still let out a laugh or two seeing everyone looking so tensed (including myself) and everyone else would start laughing, and we would all be laughing, and the whole 104 classroom would be like a madhouse, where four siao zhabors were laughing their heads off. LOL. but i guess the laughings didnt last even for a minute.

LUCKILY. we finished the booklet. i thought or *we thought we would never finish it and we would be DOOMED. cos the action plan consists of the most marks!

OH GOSH. THIS SHOW IM WATCHING IS REALLY FREAKING ME OUT.

oops. i'll continue. so the whole thing ended at 5, and i was REALLY relieved. a stone was being thrown out of my heart(: and. ultimately, ive survived this ordeal together with my fps group. yay. we rock!;D

@ 6:39 PM
helloo(:

i've been trying to engage myself in some revision... but it was a total failure since i was concentrated on so much dunno-whats.

well. i'd been to rosyth on wednesday and yesterday. being in rosyth sure loads me with past sweet memories. On wednesday, after home econs, i rushed all the way to the bus stop... i thought that i was so going to be late since school was over at 2, but as the working place was in such a horrible mess, jianing and i stayed back to clean up. and i also had to stay back for some 5 minutes because mdm ong wanted to find out who clogged up the sink opposite sumei's working place. so i got out of the school gate only at 2.30.

but i still got to rosyth at 3.15, and i didnt know jerlyn and cassandra were already there since there werent any calls from them.. but oh my. i got a shock of my life when they said they were in the canteen. i felt like a total idiot waiting for them at the void deck opposite rosyth! therewere a lot that were unexpected... Jane turned out to be there, and tessa and erina and people! oh and also samantha was there. when i turned towards the canteen, she was the first person who came into my sight and she shouted "AMANDA!" and i shouted "SAMANTHA!" lol. its as if we havent seen each other for years. and then. there was another "AMANDA!" and i thought there was another samantha. but when i turned around, jerlyn cassandra, jane, erina, tessa, and all the other 602ers were there! i thought they would be seated deep inside the bustling canteen or something. apparently they didnt!

goodness me, cassandra jerlyn and jane didnt change at all. cassandra was still eating her um. i forgot what noodle but it was black and jerlyn and jane were eating meepok i think?! they were saying they'd rather eat laksa and flood the canteen with our streams of tears with cups of eaten ice in our hands literally, like what we used to do last year. except of course, chilli queen cassandra, who goes around gloating about "hot meh? it was perfectly fine! youknow, i added 3 scoops of chilli!" man, she suits the role of hermione. at least the asian hermione(: i hesitated about whether to eat or not, since the home econs lesson already filled my stomach with everything it needed. but anyway, i still bought what cassandra was eating. oh and jane was going on saying that cassandra was a paikia. that seemed impossible for the kiasu cassandra...

anyway, after all the chattings and stuff, we went to find mrs lui. we were like saying all about the towering above our dear juniors when they stared at us and we kept our mouths shut.;) typical us right? but then. we decided to visit bailaoshi since it was kinda shun lu and so we did. jerlyn actually FORGOT that bailaoshi was situated in staff room 2! wellwell. she should need some dose of medicine to regain her memory or something. bailaoshi seemed never-changable, except that she seemed to have... more back-pain? but all the same, shes the typical bailaoshi.. cassandra was crapping about her stnicks and all her fats and everything... and bailaoshi said that her chinese has improved and blah blah. and it was so funny, cassandra was flinging her arms around in the air while she talked, she looked like a windmill man. it was really nice to talk to bailaoshi though(:

then we went to visit mrs lui. jerlyn who had proved to have amnesia went towards staff room 1 instead of staff room 3. ANYWAY. mrs lui seemed changed! she seemed more fashionable.. instead of all those spiderman shirts(as quoted from christine) its as if she had a total makeover. LOL after we bombarded her with gifts we crapped, and crapped and crapped, for i think an hour? you know.. just spending an hour standing outside staff room3 TALKING. ms karen lee was sighing ya knw, she said tht we should have gone to the coffee shop for some drink or something. when it was almost 5, mrs lui said she had to finish her marking so jerlyn cassandra and i (jane left halfway during mrs lui's chat) went downstairs to the macs table reminiscing of all sorts. still remembered the mac table that we sat on. we used to gather there every morning before going up to the classroom or for my case, 212 for prefect duty. we would be doing anything there, but most of the time, singing. ;D it really amazes me how time passes. it seemed just a second ago when we looked up to our primary six seniors, thinking how good they were, looked up to them when we just became... the oldest in rosyth. then it was on to secondary school, where everything was different, everything! although primary school life seemed to be more mundane than sec sch's one, im thankful that at least i've got such great friends, whom i promise i'll never forget.

在我们依依不舍地离开我们的母校前,虽然我们知道我们不舍得离开这美丽的,充满美好回忆的第二个家,但是,可惜,人生就是这样的,我们必须向前走。竟然如此,我们对彼此发誓我们不会忘记乐赛学校,更不能忘记对方,不能忘记在我们的生活中增添许多快乐的老师们。

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